Black 'n' White

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

browndy sunday

last sunday was a busy sunday as usual, e whole morning until evening was really packed wif lots of things to do... have dinner at newton hawker centre there where as usual having seafood like cockles n 'gong gong' (like a shellfish)... been there for 3 times n every time was eating e same old stuff n nothing happen to me, but i ate quite little compared to last time... so i tot my stomach was ok wif all these dirty stuff..

after tat went to holland village to drink coffee at nydc, went there saw some important minister, MR TEO CHEE HEAN (minister for defence), he was wif his family i think? but not special bodyguard arnd him lehz, i always tot tat impt person will sure have bodyguard arnd him, so we was looking arnd n identifying who is his bodyguard... even an old man also can be a suspect, u nv judge a book by its cover...

den comes the worst, when reached home arnd 11pm, my stomach starts having big problem, n i was having diarrhoea e whole nite while pple was sleeping, whole nite was sleeping inside e toilet, n having diarrhoea is not fun ok... its terrible!! coz of those cockles lah!... n didn't go school on monday.... I SHALL NEVER EVER TOUCH COCKLES AGAIN...

tuesday class

today is all e same as usual, nothing special happening in class.. n again i still dun really like to work wif my bunch of frenz on projects, dammit... i shall not complain abt them futher more, but i think if final yr projects is wif them.... i think i'm going to fail e course...

but still theres somethings i enjoyed abit today, which is during lunch break... my frenz drove to school today, coz his dad is away from singapore, so the car is HIS.... toyota camry... 7 pple squeezing into his car, we went to west mall to have lunch, sing song n chit chat to n fro during the journey... nxt time if i passed my test, den i shall drive my dad's space wagon n we can go outing again liao lor ...

_just me_
11:34 pm

Saturday, May 13, 2006

i think i am the pushing force for my classmates, before i was 18yrs old, some of my classmates were learning driving, but were slowing taking their own sweet time learning... ever since when i reached 18, n started chionging to BBDC for lesson, all of them seems like chionging too, maybe they dun wan to fall behind of me ba, but still i was quite advance than some of them...

i remembered 2 months ago, i asked my fren which stage is he learning, he told me he was at learning U turn, n tat time i was at vertical parking liao... n NOW! i was sitting at his camry car back to his house from outside last nite... altough he was learning auto car, but still it was so not fair lor, lolx... he can now drives his dad's car around anyway, n i now still have to wait for the test... I WANNA DRIVE!

_just me_
2:42 pm

Saturday, May 06, 2006

updates of my life : apri

SMRT taxi

quit my jobs last 2 weeks, seems so happy to quit tat job, coz i felt like living in a alien world for e whole 3 weeks... e last day was seems to be a different one, i felt a sense of losing somethings, maybe coz there was a SISTER where she interviewed me last yr to e job, she has taken a good care of me, sometimes will give me some sweets to brighten my day there... thanks so much!

school reopens

2 weeks after my school starts, feel excited abt it, coz able to use my time wisely, n this time round... my lecturers are much nicer than last yr, they r much more friendly n "jokeable" 3 hrs can be easily past off...

maybe after 1 yr, i am sort of bend in wif my frenz more easily liao, able to hang out more often wif most of the pple liao, actually they are a bunch of funny pple, which at 1st i tot they r just DAO KAIS... hahaha, so everything seems much ok for the 2 weeks.... n i nv skip any of the lessons until now, seems like studying = playing maple =D

oh ya! i just started learning french... hahaha, is much easy to learn french becoz most of their spelling is much e same as anglais (english), just tat the pronouncation is beri different, so i always use english pronoun. to read french...

p.s : i only learn reading n identifying the words, haven learning writing it out, soon enuff i will be able to write a short passage abt myself... to be continued...

somethings tat i hate...

although things has much been better for me, but still i felt so miserable... i dun know whether i shld shout it out here or just keep it becoz maybe i am the one who are wrong.. anyway, i shall shout it out n dun care abt how pple thinks abt me.. n they may think how come i am such a person... maybe becoz of these keeping watever inside me, tat coz me to blow off so easily...

if u want me to do somethings for me, i am ok wif it... BUT, stop criticising me on how i do it, how well i do it... i hate it when u ask me to do things, n you criticise me how bad i did... i didn't own u anything, n i dun need these kind of criticise as a feedback, e way u say it is not feedback but criticising me... i dun blow off infront of you becoz u are my frenz, i dun wan our friendship to turn sour becoz of arguement, but i really cant stay keeping inside my heart, n e more i keep inside my heart, e more hatred i have in you... thats makes me a evil man... you are pushing me to a dead ends. either way, it will not be coming to a good end...

how i wish i was bold enuff to shout in front of e person, my frenz or family, "FUCK OFF! GET AWAY FROM ME!" n i think i will feel much better.... i am now a person being pushed to my limit... sooner or later, i will not be e same weijian or matthew u used to know....

_just me_
12:11 am